FALL!!

Fall is my favorite season, and not just because my birthday happens to be in this season, although that is a part of it. No, I like it best because of the leaves changing color, and the general smell of the air. The crispyness. I love it. And lately I haven't really been able to enjoy, cuz I've been so out of it. My mom calls it mood swings, I call it depression. Why depressed? Quite plainly: Life Sucks. But it's a lot more than that. That's just the tip of the iceberg you could say. But I don't want to go underwater and explain it all for you, cuz that could create problems for me. I don't like telling people things they don't generally need to know. Two weeks ago I said I was fine. Now I say I'm fine. And this time I think I mean it. I hope I do at least. But anyway, I'm back from the most shallow point of my exsistence. And I'm kinda mad at the whole, the music school is having open house today. Becuase of that I didn't get to talk to Nick, and see if he is THE Nick. But goddammit he's hot. And he plays the drums. :)