Computer

I've been on the computer for fifteen minutes, and I now remember why I haven't been going on as much lately. IT'S SO BORING!! Nobody's on anymore...I need to find something interesting to do on the computer if it's the last thing I do...lol I'll probably forget about that in about five minutes. Yay short attention span!

Lunch

Yesterday and today was pretty fun as far as lunch goes....

Yesterday:

I was all sad before lunch because I didn't have a lunch cuz I forgot it at home, and I'm broke so I couldn't buy a lunch. I'm sitting in Lang + Lit and the intercom goes "Mrs. D*******, do you have Sarah *****? Her lunch is in the office. I was so happy I jumped up and ran for the door. The teacher had to grab my arm and tell me to get it on my way to lunch. Then on the way to the office I found a dime, and I was like "YES! I have 10 cents to my name!" And then my friend needed 10 cents to buy lunch, so I was just like "I guess you can have it..." When you're broke cuz someone stole the money in your wallet, any amount of money makes you happy. And then some kid who's in my spanish and math class walked up and was all, "You can have my lollipop if I can have your cheeze-its" I was like Yay free lollipop. I wasn't in the mood for cheeze-its so it was allll good.

Today:

I was walking in my locker to get some things for class, and talking to one of my friends when my boyfriend passed by. He didn't say hi to me, so I kinda stole his lunch from his hand, and he didn't notice right away. It was really funny. And then I had third lunch for the first time. It was so much fun cuz all of my friends are in third lunch. Although I kinda forgot about my backpack when I went to the school store...oops.

Biffle

Happy Labour Day, New Zealanders! Sorry, I just looked at a calendar and noticed that. And what did I do on my labour day...heheheh. Good times. Anyway, today after school I hung out with my boyfriend, my best friend and her boyfriend until they all had to go. I was sad after that. But then I hung out with some other friends, one of whom is my new biffle. It was fun. We went to our old school, and pretended we went there. Yea right. Most people believed us. It was funny.

Drummer Boy

This morning I was at ripyo, and one of my friends mentioned that I hadn't asked Nick yet. I'm like super shy and everything, and I really didn't want. All my other friends there were like "what? ask who what?" So I told them the story of Lincoln Woods and how I met three guys there, one of whom was named Nick. And that we think Lincoln Woods Nick is the Drummer Nick. Same person. So there were all like "I'LL ASK!!" So one of them did: "Hey you! Drummer boy, what's your name?" "Nick" "Do you know her?" "No" "You should" And that's when they scared him off. So these are the choices: He isn't the same person, or he just doesn't remember me. My friends at ripyo are convinced he just doesn't remember him. One of my friends will not let it go, and by the end of this year she is sure we'll all be best friends. Haha. Who knows what the year will bring.

Happy

Yesterday my day was going very badly because my wallet fell out of my pocket, or someone stole it, so now I'm officially broke among other things. And then the homecomeing football game was last night, and I didn't really want to go because of previous experiences, but it was homecoming so I went. And I had an awesome time, I don't feel like telling the world why I'm happy. :)

Strawberry Quick

"well there is this chain mail all my friends sent about a drug called strawberry quick and u know how its supposed to look like strawberry poprocks well me and my friend got sepperated from the rest of the group so we went to buy candy and we bought some strawberry pop rocks and put them out of the wrapper into a plastic bag so we joined up with r friends and pretended we found it on the ground and started to eat it and all my friends started freaking out" That was something my friend did. And I'm awesome so I'm going to follow leader. For those of you who don't know what strawberry quick is, it's a type of meth. Spread the awareness!!

Chocolate

I really wanted chocolate...wow like an hour ago. Time flys when your...doing it...lol just kidding. I was reading a chat I had on aim with one of my friends. But anyway, I really really really wanted chocolate. So, I was like mom do we have any chocolate? And she was like no. And I was like WHAT!? Chocolate is a girl's best friend. It always need to be on hand. But we didn't have any, so I settled for coffee milk, which is almost just as good.

Soccer

I'm supposed to be at a soccer game right now. The boys varsity game. My best friend wanted me to come, and I was all ready to go, but then she remembered that she has a cross country dinner tonight. She can't miss it; it's a bit important....never mind, guess not. Another one of my friends who is on the cross country team is blowing it off. Tut tut. She should know better. Anyway, back to the first person. The last time we went to a soccer game together we decided that we were sad we quit all those years ago, and that we shall go to a soccer camp. I do miss soccer. It's my favorite sport in the whole wide world. I love everything about it. But the damn club in this town is terrible.

Aladin

I watched Aladin the other day, so now I'm in love with Genie again. "Jafar, Jafar, he's our man, if he can't do it GREAT!!" and "I'm history! No, I'm mythology! Oh, I don't care what I am, I'm FREEEE!!" I love Genie. He's mine. And so is Nick. Especially if he's THE Nick. But only if he's single. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! Be Single!! I love how I'm so open about it cuz he doesn't go to our school. I wonder if he'll ever stumble upon this and read it...

Just Another Face

Today I was having another one of those deep conversations with one of my friends. Those conversations like what happens when you die, and stuff like that. This particular conversation was about people, and how they act differently around different people. In other words, when your with friends you act one way and when your with parents you act another way. Sort of like the different parts of you. There is no person besides myself who knows everything there is to know about me. The same is true about anybody. Think about it. You might know bits and pieces of other people's lives, but you don't know everything about that person. Just like no one knows everything about me...

Cold

I cross quite a few streets on my walk home. I crossed one of them. I looked both ways, like a good pedestrian should, and no cars were there. So I started to cross. When I got to the far side of the double yellow line, a car came speeding towards me. Like way to speed! So that was my near death experience of the day.

I continued my walk. While cutting through the shaws parking lot as I often do because it's quicker, I remember the one reason I don't like fall. The cold usually doesn't bother me, except when I'm not wearing a hat or ear warmers or something. I get sort of an earache when a cold wind rushed past my ears. I need to start wearing my awesome hat around town. :)

Church

This morning I went to church as I usually do. Well actually, now I don't usually because I'm helping out with sunday school and that's during church so...But anyway, Father was talking, finished his thought, and paused. Right when he paused some kid started wailing. "WAHHHHHHHH!!!" It was sooo funny. When the kid stopped, Father started talking again. It was beautiful.

My parents are kind of creeping me out because my dad asked me to wink at him like twenty minutes ago, and they are still talking about it. His theory is that if you are left handed, like me, you will wink with your right eye first, and vice versa. SERIOUSLY GUYS! IT ISN'T THAT INTERESTING OF A TOPIC!!!

In other news, I'm trying to teach myself how to speak italian online. My daddy can help cuz his first language is in fact Italian. I decided to study it in spanish class cuz I'm in spanish 1 and it's waaaaay too easy. So I'm alwayz bored.

Cruise

Yesterday at Ripyo the conductor told us a very interesting, yet familiar story. The story was how he interpreted one of the pieces we are playing. The first part was this big cruise ship, and the basses are the motor, and violins are the actual boat. Yay! I'm a cruise ship. The next part was us on the actual boat and how much fun we're having. Then the music is slow because we kinda forgot to bring the wife and kids. HUSBAND and kids in my case. So then you jump off the boat and take the train back home. That's the next part, the train. And when you get there you beg your wife/husband that you're really sorry, it'll never happen again, and please come back with you. So then you all go back to the cruise and you all have a fun time. This story seems familiar to me because when I was in third grade my mom went on a cruise without us. The only difference is, she didn't come back to take us with her. Not like she could though. I don't think they'd actually let you back on the boat.

Party

Last night I went to party with friends. A birthday party. We didn't do much besides eat and hang out, but it was fun all the same. And we got party favors. My first pair of dangly earrings. I've had my studs forever now. So now I have a total of two pairs of earrings. Good thing my birthday's coming up. Lots more hopefully. And blue nail polish. A very dark nail. I just painted my nails so I'm all like "ahh need to be careful!!"

FALL!!

Fall is my favorite season, and not just because my birthday happens to be in this season, although that is a part of it. No, I like it best because of the leaves changing color, and the general smell of the air. The crispyness. I love it. And lately I haven't really been able to enjoy, cuz I've been so out of it. My mom calls it mood swings, I call it depression. Why depressed? Quite plainly: Life Sucks. But it's a lot more than that. That's just the tip of the iceberg you could say. But I don't want to go underwater and explain it all for you, cuz that could create problems for me. I don't like telling people things they don't generally need to know. Two weeks ago I said I was fine. Now I say I'm fine. And this time I think I mean it. I hope I do at least. But anyway, I'm back from the most shallow point of my exsistence. And I'm kinda mad at the whole, the music school is having open house today. Becuase of that I didn't get to talk to Nick, and see if he is THE Nick. But goddammit he's hot. And he plays the drums. :)

Tomorrow

I'm referring to the song from the musical Annie, not the literal meaning of the day after today. I refer to it because today was much better than yesterday was. For starters, I actually saw people. YAY! CIVILIZATION! Nothing like super interesting happening. It was just enjoyable. You know. One of those days where no one thing makes it a good day, just all the little things. Sometimes, I think the little things count more than the big things. Got that from a movie....what was the name? I don't know. But it was funny. One of my friends totally burst my bubble when he reminded me that I had homework due tommorow. I was like "I just had a study too!" It was very sad. But it's all good. And I just won a purple pen! Woo! I'm gonna use it for my world history homework.

Long Weekend

What a crappy weekend! I went to Paris. Wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. It never is, its just that I was pissed off Friday. And then today, I had so much damn homework, I couldn't hang out with anyone. Sometimes I like school better than the weekend just because I see people. My life sucks, and it's really sad.

Paris

Paris was same old, same old. Just hanging out with Grammie. Playing Hearts, eatin pasta. My mom as usual, was trying to do everything for my grandma. Like she owned the place. Grammie was annoyed by it, as usual. But, I mean? who wouldn't be? But I can see where Mom's coming from.

Sunny Just Isn't Sunny Anymore

Welcome Back, Depression! It's been, what? a week. Damn thing just loves me too much. So yea, I'm depressed again, and this time I blame my mother. It's like her favorite pastime. Ruin Sarah's life. YAY! Sucky long weekend ahead. Help would be much appreciated.

Darling

I hung out with one of my friends. We're kinda weird together. Ya know...well actually, you probably don't...We have weird nicknames for each other that nobody else would get. We have waaaaay too many inside jokes. If we ever got into a fight, I'd like shoot myself. She knows way too much about me. She could ruin my life. But then again, I could ruin hers... But anyway, we were walking out of the school and I thought she was holding the door for me. I wasn't really paying attention, cuz I was on the phone. So I said, "Thank you darling." As soon as the words were out of my mouth, I realized who was holding the door for me. It wasn't her, it was some guy I don't know too well. AWKWARD!! And then we saw a car that was really hot, and we were gonna say something, but then we realized we knew who was driving it. And just to make one my friends mad: We were talking bout him later, things that nobody should really know...

Lunch

This morning I forgot my lunch at home. I didn't call my mom to bring it in, cuz I figured my brother would be kind enough to do it for her. But I wasn't really counting on it, cuz my brother isn't always the nicest guy to his little sis. You know how sibling relationships are...unless your an only child...then you don't know. So I bought myself a lunch. Right after I bought my lunch, my brother came over with my lunch from home. I had two lunches. It was awesome!!

Door

Today I was leaving one of my classrooms. I opened the door and someone walked right into it. Oops! When I told my friend, she was disappointed in me because it was accidental. So, to make up for it, I slapped one of my other friends for no paticular reason. Aren't I kind and loving?

The word

If anybody was watching family guy last night, you know what I am talking about. I thought it'd be huge in the news. A discovery in the aviary variety. BA-BA-BA-BIRD BIRD BIRD, BIRD IS THE WORD!! lol funny episode...which is weird cuz I usually don't like family guy.

Stairs

Yesterday I was on the phone with one of my friends, while I was walking down the stairs to give my mom my birthday list. It's in a month, YAY!! Anyway, I was wearing slippers, and the cleaners put something on the wood floors, that makes it slippery. And so I fell down the stairs. Dropped the phone, and it turned off, and I bruised my lower back. It hurts! :'( sadsad. Actually it's not that bad. I've been through waay worse.

Heart

I was really bummed over something pretty stupid over the past week. Yesterday at the boys varsity soccer game, I saw something in the sky, and me and my friend think it's a sign. That I'm going to meet someone new or get a boyfriend soon or something. I don't really care that I'm single, its just that when you go to a football game or something, it seems like everyone is a happy couple except for you. Litterally. I was standing at the football game last night, and all of my friends were in lovebird mode. And I'm just standing there akwardly. I'm getting ahead of myself. Anyway, the thing I saw in the sky was a part in the clouds. That part was shaped as a heart. And it was only there for about a minute. I wish I had my camera with me, but I didn't. But me and Jen thought something would happen soon. So I went to the football game, and nothing. As I said before, it was really akward. I'm just like yea...don't have a boyfriend...And then this morning, the percussionist came in. None of us had met him yet. He is soooo HOT. I found out his name, and I think that he might be one of those kids from the last day of summer (those who were involved know who I mean). My memory of that kid at the beach is kind of hazy, but they seem similar, and they do have the same name. But I don't know. It's hard to explain. All of a sudden, I wanted to sit up straight, and play my violin the best I could. I think some of my friends know what I mean. Or at least I hope they do. The only thing is, since I met him at orchestra, he could live anywhere in the state. That part's a bit depressing.

Food

My bunny also knows where his normal bunny food. In the hutch by his cage. So today when my brother left it open, my bunny hopped in, and helped himself to some hay and pellets. Soo cute.

Blah Day II

Maybe this is just a blah week...

Blah Day

Today was definitely a blah day. Most of it I can't explain cuz its too personal, and I don't want people to know. But there are some things I can tell you. I got innundated in homework today, so like no free time. I brought my brother's lunch to school instead of mine. And I hate all of the things he eats for lunch, so my lunch consisted of marshmallows. MARSHMALLOWS! Marshmallows are good and all but they don't fill you up at all. I was starving allllllll day. Ugh. Don't bother asking about the part I don't want to tell. You won't get the answer you would want. Well, that was my sucky day. How was yours?

Bunny

My bunny is being cute again! He got really lazy lately and wouldn't step out of his cage, and now he's running all over the place again. He did the cutest thing yesterday. You know how bunnys like carrots? Well he knows where the carrots are, so when my dad opened the fridge to get his beverage of choice, my bunny jumped inside. He wouldn't get out until my dad got him a carrot.